ive been going crazy lately
i dont know what is reallhy happening
sometimes i'll laugh out of the blue.
sometimes i'll cry without a purpose..
my feelings are no longer synchoroize on how i react..
there's too much to write.. since the internet broke down for some time..
yet, one could no longer find d words to type it all out..
i hope i wont die as a crazy person.. but as a true servant to You, Allah...
i reallly do..