im trying to turn myself back to what they called it as 'snow queen'.
its not that i want to be a queen. but, it what my primary and lower secondary friends regard me as.
i am indeed a heartless person back then..
but the truth is, inside, everything is raging, but the face i hold up, is emotionless.
so, its not actually i was heartless back then..
but i was not going to portray to others whats the real feelings inside.
i changed to be such a 'full of expressions' person, when i got to know my best friend in mrsm.
but now, i need to change myself back. so i wont hurt anyone anymore.