30 May 2015

Dear macaemia, berry, choco, marthy, kontot & bengkok,

I hope u guys are enjoying the after life..

Do forgive for all my wrong doings, my neglectance..

I wouldn't want to be questioned later of my responsibilties..
of adopting you guys as my beloved pets..

But do know, i really miss & love u guys..

For each of u are the only friends i had..

29 May 2015

we are nowin the month of sha'ban, notfar from the mid of it..

O Allah, let me meet the month of ramadhan.. i miss to be in it, where each deed is rewarded more and more..

Just recently my friend's dad pass away.. may Allah bless his soul..

It makes me wonder, will i able to meet the coming ramadhan.. huh, o Allah, do let me meet 'him'.. for i am lack of deeds to be weighed later for a bestful justice..

03 May 2015

today marks the 3rd day of the public hols..

and today marks a week of my sore throat with dry cough which distrupt me from enjoying my hols.. 

huhu.. i know i should be grateful of it, as it reminds me that i am still under His care..

nonetheless, it make me wonder on others out there, who might even be in a worse condition..

how do i, will i, respond to their current state if i were placed in their shoes..?

will i be sad..

will i be depress..

or will i be angry..

or distress..

Only He knows best..

no matter what situation i am or will be placed in,
i have to remember, its for the best.
for He knows i'm able to 'handle' it..

as was stated in chapter 2, verse 216 of the Quran, which somehow meant that only He knows best as in our life, there are things that happen is to our dislike, but later on its actually good for us.. and the one that we prefer to occur will actually bring more harm..