31 October 2010

this week riadah (d last week aka end of Oct)
badmntn 1hour,
jogging 2 morning

yesterday ive got u'..
how ironic of it when it was presented on riadah..

there is 4 type of riadah being discussed (direct translation :p)
- a bite to eat
- little sleep
- speak only when needed
- dead the illness

21 October 2010

today i've read a hadith from FB..

The Messenger of Allah (saw) said:
"There was amongst those before you a man who had a wound. He was in [such] anguish that he took a knife and made with it a cut in his hand, and the blood did not cease to flow till he died. Allah the Almighty said: My servant has himself forestalled Me; I have forbidden him Paradise."

ya rabbi.. faghfirlly..
to0 much luv that U gave me.. until this very sec..
and how rotten were all my deeds did i play it 4 U..

i dunno y.. but mY thoughts r now keep coming back to where shud i stand.. on this layout path..
or its my time to embarked from it..
Plez help one here to be firm on it till d end of its lifetime to exist..
toO much doubt i have placed in people's heart from all of my action..

let one here raise to be among those U pleased on dat day later..

03 October 2010

yesterday.. juz went thru a book..

and it was stating there are several groups of people in this world..

one of it regards to people who have this 'nasionalisme' in the motto they held..

and under it, there are several types of nasionalisme..

and one is those who fight for it for their own benefits..
(nasionalisme kepentingan)

and today.. i realise.. there are also these kind of friends in this world..

there are:

1. friends of all time.. :)
2. friends when in need to benefit themselves.. :(
3. friends who only there to share our laughter :(
4. friends who are only there to now more about or weaknesses :(
5. friends who wants to make sure they will always be top on us in everything :(
6. friends who want to share their advantages to us :)

and recently, about a month ago, a friend of mine from abroad suddenly emailed me..
it started with flowery words, and end with a request..
how could i push this favor.. for she's my friend since from high school..
but, thats the end.. after trying my best to fulfill this small favor.. and thats it.. end of our contact/msg..

and today, another friend's which i guess, juz recalled i ever exist, when in need of somthing that im the only one who could fulfill it (i think) contact me..


looks like 95% of the people around me like to take advantage of me..

in my workplace, the same occurred..

do i LOOK really fragile/easy to be bullied.. hm..