14 August 2009

am not needed..
AM REALLY BACKING OFF FOR GOOD

hati ini ingin mula belajar..
belajar erti kesabaran..
belajar erti berlapang dada..
berlajar segala2 nya..
to start over
to turn over a new leaf..
TAPI tidak..
setiap kali diri ingin lakukannya..
tiap kali itu jua diri ditimbus hembunan pasir
am not good
am not reliable
why did they ever pick me first of all out of many others out there
couple years back, if now they chose to throw me aside

syubhah dalam diri..
ntah la.. i dislike everything
im hating it
im hating myself for not understanding true meaing of being a daie..

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