ok.. now i know why she's now in their group...
the way she sent me email...
ni membuatkan diri aku lebih cuak untuk mendekatinya..
kerana dia sudah menjadi segolongan mereka..
and im still down here below..
one by one u take them away from me Allah..
when u used to give them to me continously..
forgive me Allah, for not appreciating ur gifts..
forgive one here..
now, one really knows,
she no longer have anyone to share whats inside this heart..
one could no longer share it with her.. for she's too uphigh there..
well.. keep her steadfast where she stand..
im here with only U as what i hold..