am i too full of sins till all things on this earth is against me..?
this morning i hit another car while driving
and today, they had an open house an im not invited..
its not the food i want..
but, it is as if im being ignored n neglected by others..
forgive me Allah, if i've did too many sinful things until everthing is going against me..
yesterday, d day before.. and all recent days that i had gone thru are certainly indicating i am not worthy to stand, to live among them..
they are akhawat..
and who am i..?
a no one.. unuseful person..
forgive me Allah.. please do..
no one here in this world are willing to lend a ear, a shoulder ..
and only to u i can pour everything.. to u.. only u..