ok, today im going to the briefing,,
was told by d caller to bring a photocpy of my degree certf n ic..
n the ory..
but my parents told me juz bring d photocopy...
my dad ask me not to attend dat briefng..
but my mum said juz attend to look its all about..

now i know, y my dad keep on askng me to wait..
n only to dis spcfc compny he agree for me to accept..
ok, i hope its for the best..

but it juz made me wonder.. if i were to go against he's will, am i gonna make him mad..
im not gonna try.. but i hopw this work comply to my state being -d way i dress,interaction to people, and enable me to go out for some prog at least..
but i know, its going 2 be tough..
nothing is easy in this world..
and d door i choose to unlock is certainly not fill with roses..

ya Rabb, keep me steadfast on d rite true path
+++++++++
p/o

huhu..
its always happen at this hour..
head,hands,fingers,feet..
all giving signals, it comes to fail...
hopefully, 2morow will be ok..

i put my trust n protection in Your hand, All Mighty..

again today i cook lunch for myself..
vege's + su-un +fish..
i didmt think anyone will bear to eat it...

ok, then my mum called said, she decided to come back for lunch..
hoho..
ive to confessed to my mum, i did not cook anything except vege's soup..
alhmdllh, it was ok..-which means, no criticism on it.. as my father always does.. huhu

n suddnly called a call.. dont know who exactly, since i couldnt really get what that person is talking.

all i know, i was invited to attend a briefing 2morow..
ok.. ape2 la
since x buat ape.. pegi je la...
but the bad thing is, i need to go by public transport.. huhu..
this makes me missing riding bicycle more n more..

well, its for the best,insyaAllah..

bismillahi tawakatullah

sat gi nk msk telur dadar... but not usual one..
i'll b adding veges n chilies.. hehe
i miss this type of cooking..
becoz, since i got back home.. i couldnt cook as i wish to.
i doubt my mum or dad will approve it..
but this one, im gonna eat myself..
since my mum did not come back for lunch.. n my dad, i think, as usual.. will only be eating veges n fried fish..
oh, btw.. im not cooking for lunch..
its already 7pm here.. hehe..
ok..
now, im suppose to continue reading.."al-Najat"
chaiyok!

I Taught Myself To Live Simply

I taught myself to live simply and wisely,
to look at the sky and pray to God,
and to wander long before evening
to tire my superfluous worries.
When the burdocks rustle in the ravine
and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops
I compose happy verses
about life's decay, decay and beauty.
I come back. The fluffy cat
licks my palm, purrs so sweetly
and the fire flares bright
on the saw-mill turret by the lake.
Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof
occasionally breaks the silence.
If you knock on my door
I may not even hear.

- Anna Akhmatova

my legs are starting to fail.. huhu

n my heads are starting to burst

dont feel like i wanna get up from the 'bed'.. if u can call it a bed..

i dont think dis medicine r working at all..

well, mungkin mmg x berkesan pun.. since it 1 yr outdated..

huhu.. dis feels worse than what usually attack me in melb..

waaaarh...

x mo bangun.. mo tdo jer..

p/o

kadang kala terfikir..
am i that worth it..

pengalaman di melb mengajar aku how to interact with community, with people..

i guess, that is y i dont have prob, to attend any intrvw..

cumanya, aku nk ke x nak keje tu..
huhu..

keje yg dpt mcm prvent aku tuk kuar gi prog, u'..

ntah lah..

x tau..

o Allah.. guide one here..
please do..