today, im not sure why... but it keep on popping on my mind.. the 'if' dilemma..
> if i had done xxx back then, perhaps things will have been xxxx
toO much if's been gagging me...
i know.. its not good to laid the 'if' dilemma in me..
but im not sure why and how it ever come across my mind out of a sudden..
i dont think i did anything to trigger it out..
hm.. perhaps this is a disturbance by the so-called shaitan..
well.. i have to take a different approach to address this dilemma..
while the 'if' could not be turn back.. i should then do it now.. in the presence..
there is never a limit or boundary to begin fresh in new things..
so, i should do it all.. while i still last on this earth.. better now or never..