this path has lead me to loose friends..
when i'm not a person who can socialize easily with people,
being on this path, had lead me to be a lonesome person..
and i thought, this walk should tighten the rope that had tied our hands.. yet, now i realize.. i was never a chosen one..
perhaps, they have even regretted it for inviting me to join them, back then..
but they do not loose anything.. as they are still favorable among them.. and yet, it had leave me alone.. behind..
well.. i think this has cause me to be in depression in a way or another..
i hope, it wont make me loose my mind because of it..