25 May 2016

Aku hanya seorang insan biasa ..

Tidak aku minta apapum dari sesiapa, namun aku tetap dipandang hina ..

Bukannya aku mohon duit mahupun harta ..

Diriku tetap seolah jelek untuk dilihat mereka ..

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan menghadapi hidup sebegini..

Setiap hari, seakan tidak lagi beerti buat diri..

Biarpun diriku berusaha menyenangkan harian mereka..

Namun, diriku tetap dicemuh tanpa jenuh..

Pernah aku diberitahu, keluarga adalah tulang belakang dalam menghadapi setiap perkara..

Akan tetapi, keluargalah punca calaran pada hatiku sehingga terluka sedalam-dalamnya..

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My friends all dislike me..
Though they dont say it to my face, their actions all portrayed it..
My family also dislike me if not hates me..
Always thought negative of me, when what i did was the opposite..
I know im an unwanted daughter.. since they have already one as the 1st born..
They desire a son to complete both gender, once they got 1 as the third, im totally being ignored and scolded without reasons
And since i was affected by this horrible disease, im being further thrown far from being bond as a family.

I have to wondet, why didnt they just threw me when i was born..

Or even given me to someone else..
I know i'll curse them then, but at least im free to curse & hate them.. im sooOOOOOOO DEPRESS!!!!!!

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