and He promised that when i need a help..
i need to be patience and humbly prostrate to Him..

and i guess.. my submission is not truly enough.. for each day, it my life seems darker and darker..

and today whats really test my patience..

i dont know if i could stay any longer.. but only to You,my Lord.. i put on my full trust to..

i've once seek advice from those who i care.. and i thought would care..
alhmdllahi ala kulli hal.. at least one of my sís are willing to guide me..help me..
she gave me her thoughts..

huhu.. but i guess.. i dont have the strength to proceed..
hope He'll help me thru this life..