i was diagnosed to have multiple sclerosis..
i thought.. ok.. nw. it can be treated... but why are my parents keeping sumthing from me..
and today, due to a friend of mine who was really determine in helping me.. search what was MS actually is..
and.. the only thing that i can portray is..
Lahawlawallakutilaillabih.. Allah has decreed it to be.. so be it..
Ya Allah.. bantulah diriku untuk redha pada ketentuanMu..
Bantulah diriku untuk kekal thabat di jalan da'wah ini.. amal untukMu.. padaMu..
Janganlah ujian yang Engkau turunkan padaku memalingkan pendirian aku untuk menuju mencapai redhaMu..
Hanya padaMu saja kupohon Ya Allah..