sometimes i am frustrated.. each day, each moment in my life..

while i am at my workplace, it seem people don't really like to hang out with me..
and honestly, i dislike my current work..

at home, the same follows.. i know he is the yougest child in the tree, but i think its a bit unfair, for giving him the opportunity to do what i am not allowed to do..

i know this behaviour is soo unamtured, and childish.. but what can i do..? its  feeling that keep on haunting me day and night...